I LOVE YOU, FLIST.

[centerspire]

If, in the last week and a half, you comforted me, told me you loved me, gave me advice, called my roommate some variation of jerk, or told me I CAN DO IT, I love you more than you know. Thank you for your kind words.

If you are starsfell, I could bake sugar cookies every day for the rest of my life and it wouldn't even make a dent in what I owe you for listening to me cry, taking me to KSC, letting me be nosy about your bills, saving a turtle, planning future IKEA trips, and just generally being awesome.


I am feeling better. (Although, strangely, not today.) I got to spend some time alone with Mike while Matt was in church on Sunday. I don't know. I go from being really okay to still burned. I feel like I lost my best friend but gained two good friends. IDEK.

My mantras for the foreseeable future:
You didn't do anything wrong.
It will be okay.
You can do it.
Not changing friends means understanding friends change.
A new place means new stuff!

My mom will be here with her best friend Mary on Tuesday, and I don't have a day off between now and then, so there will be a lot of late night cleaning. I can do zat.

Also, I didn't get a chance to say this right after it happened (since my world, you know, imploded), but I had a YES program two weeks ago with eighth graders, and one of them LOOKED LIKE TINY ROBERT DOWNEY JR. HE HAD TRANSITIONS GLASSES AND EVERYTHING. AND HIS NAME WAS KOSTA. IT WAS AMAZING. I WANTED TO SQUISH HIM.

Comments

[centerspire.livejournal.com]

I HAVE A LONG BED PICK-UP...I DON'T THINK IT WILL BE NECESSARY. ALTHOUGH, IT WOULD BE HILARIOUS.

[starsfell.livejournal.com]

DID YOU EVER HEAR THE "QUEEN SIZE BED IN A FORD FOCUS" STORY THAT ENDED WITH: "AND THEN I TIED MY DOORS SHUT AND HAD TO CLIMB IN THE WINDOW IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE LOADING DOCK."

[centerspire.livejournal.com]

Oh, Corkey, you are way too good to her.

No, but I look forward to it next time we are together.

[starsfell.livejournal.com]

There's a photo series to go with it.

[centerspire.livejournal.com]

OMG YOU HAVE A CORKY ICON. YOU WIN.